sometimes after being there all the time for everyone around you, you start to realise how people were never there for you like you were for them. it hurts to realise that no matter how much you do for anyone and everyone will never be enough. and it hurts even more to realise that everyone's used to you being there all the time...
it's currently 5:24pm now and i'm still procrastinating because i'm sleepy :( so i think i'll just update this space for a bit and write a to-do list to remind myself (hopefully i can accomplish them). so it has been 11 weeks since jc started (according to darren) and less than 6 weeks to SAs. i can't entirely say that entering JC was...
