back with another challenge!! :)

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DISCLAIMER: I DID THIS CHALLENGE MONTHS AGO, SO SOME OF MY ANSWERS MAY NOT BE THE SAME ANYMORE HAHA

1. WEIRD THINGS YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE ALONE

i don't do any weird things when i'm alone....at least i don't think so HAHA if i'm alone at home, i would only be on my bed watching shows/dramas or sleep...............

hmmm and sometimes i'd do my brows when i've nothing else left to do HAHA

2. HOW HAVE YOU CHANGED IN THE PAST 2 YEARS?

!!! this haha personally i think i've changed a lot in the past three years. :) i think i've grown a lot more mature, and i know you aren't supposed to say this for yourself but i think if someone has grown from his/her mistakes and know how to do the right thing, that's being mature. aaaand if you're always putting others first before yourself, being considerate, and if you know your priorities clearly. i think i've grown a lot stronger mentally (and physically hehe) after overcoming all the shit that has happened in the past and i've learnt to appreciate more things in life as well as remembering to cherish those around me. :)) oh and i've also grew taller!! (and bigger lol) TIME CHANGES PEOPLE.......... 

3. WHAT KIND OF PERSON ATTRACTS YOU 

i think, someone who is filial and appreciates their family & friends as much as i do. someone who has a good sense of humour & isn't boring to talk to! and someone who is humble, good tempered and has a big heart.

aaaaand someone who is considerate, observant and mature :-) 

4. WHAT YOU WEAR TO BED

HAHA i'm actually quite embarrassed to share this because i wear the same set of clothes almost everyday.........because i'm lazy to rummage my wardrobe to look for other sets of clothes & anyway you don't have to look good in bed right? no one's gonna see me anyway HAHA but i personally love wearing oversized tshirts and fbts to sleep because they are so comfortable.

5. 5 THINGS THAT IRRITATE YOU ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX/SAME SEX

um nothing in particular i guess!

6. THE PERSON YOU LIKE AND WHY YOU LIKE THEM

for me to know and for you to find out!! basically i've really never met someone like him haha not gonna say much here but i'm really damn grateful for him :)

7. YOUR OPINION ON CHEATING ON PEOPLE

D I S G U S T I N G

if this question means "cheating on people" as in cheating on someone in a relationship:

i hate it when someone cheats on their partner especially if they are married. if you are already attached to someone, i don't think it's right for you to look at someone else (not literally) and if your heart is easily swayed, i don't think you should even commit to a relationship in the first place. infidelity and adultery are equally disgusting, and i don't think anyone deserves to be cheated on. & if you're seeing someone else behind your partner's back, i think the wisest thing to do is only to have the courtesy to apologise and tell them the truth instead of leading them on and waste their time. 

just be faithful and don't commit if you know you can't >:(

8. SOMETHING YOU'RE CURRENTLY WORRIED ABOUT

SUPERRRRRR stressed for jc life and totally not ready for another school term :-( hate to say this but i'm not 100% looking forward to school because i'm worried for my studies and i'm worrying for my promotion this year already OMG :( not sure if i can cope there and i really hope i can!! also super worried about not making any friends and being an awkward turtle in school :( SIGH endless worries.......

(fyi, i said ^ like months ago before posting this)

but the only worry i've now is still school HAHA sigh damn stressful over there :( not coping very well and screwed up my SAs sigh i don't know what to feel.

9. YOUR LAST KISS

HAHAHA haven't lost my first kiss yet sorry :(

10. YOUR VIEWS ON DRUGS AND ALCOHOL 

doing drugs is obviously wrong, and i hate alcohol. i understand that both can be addictive to some people BUT i think addictions can be kicked off; it just depends on determination on your part.

11. YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP, IF SINGLE DISCUSS HOW SINGLE LIFE IS 

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haven't been in a proper relationship in my entire life so i guess i shall discuss how single life is HAHA

personally i think being single is GREAAAAAT. (but honestly speaking, 50% of that was a lie HAHA) i don't think being single is a good or bad thing, it just depends on how you look at it - it's entirely about a perspective thing. i don't see a NEED for relationships, but i know that they can bring a lot of happiness to both parties. being single can be lonely sometimes, but that can easily be solved if you spend more time with your family members and your friends. :) it's not a MUST for anyone to get attached or get married, it depends solely on yourself. you can be single, but it's up to you if you are ready to mingle! 

so far i'm enjoying my single life and i'm not complaining. i don't really see a need for a relationship now and i guess i should just let nature takes its course :) if it's meant to be, it will be!!

& i honestly don't think that i'm a committed kind of person, so the thought of getting tied down and being restricted to only one person kinda scares me actually....

12. THINGS YOU WANT TO SAY TO AN EX

i have never been in a proper relationship but: anyway, i hope you're doing well and all the best in everything you do hehe :)

13. A DATE YOU WOULD LOVE TO GO ON

STARGAZING!!!! it's my top dating resolutions HAHAHA i would love to be able to lie on a wide patch of grass field with someone whom i really love & gaze at stars in the sky with him & have a heart to heart conversation and talk about everything under the sun. :) 

i reaaaaaally love heartfelt conversations. 

14. SOMETHING DISGUSTING YOU DO

do, and not DID??? OH i can be really dirty sometimes because i get lazy to bathe & i can go on without bathing for three or more days if i don't perspire HAHAHA ((i'm brutally honest))

15. THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO YOU THIS WEEK

let me have a reallllllllly relaxing weekend because i need a lot of rest :( school is tiring me out so bad haha orientation was so exhausting even though it was so fun :( time to RECHARGE

16. THREE THINGS YOU'RE PROUD OF ABOUT YOUR PERSONALITY

this will make me sound like some big egoist and a boastful loser but i shall consider some "good traits" i've in myself............

(i) i'm friendly :)) HAHA some people said i look fierce and unapproachable & that might be the truth but i'm honestly friendly.............i wouldn't lie to anyone about that hahaha as long as i can click with you and feel comfortable around you i'd cling to you 24/7 HAHA hashtag annoying orange

(ii) i don't think i'm boastful/proud as a person because honestly i don't find anything i can be proud of about myself. (sad, but that's the truth)

(iii) i'm VERY HONEST. sometimes we're all forced to say white lies (things that you don't mean) in order to not hurt someone's feelings but i can be very honest with you if you want me to. if you sincerely want me to hear the truth i'll say it. i'm very straightforward and i really dislike the idea of beating around the bush. :(

17. THINGS THAT MAKE YOU SCARED

ONE: getting phone calls in the middle of the night. it scares me everytime the phone rings when i'm asleep because i'm really really scared of receiving bad news of emergency cases from my family members :( nothing good ever comes from phone calls in the middle of the night........................

OH and i'm also scared of spirits and insects :( i believe in spirits so supernatural things freak me out sometimes & i really hate insects.............like don't come to me at all unless you have a death wish or something. i'm also scared of hospitals, funerals etc because they give off such a negative vibe everywhere. i'm exceptionally scared of the ICUs in hospitals. (i'm so contradicting because i want to work in a hospital yet i'm exceptionally scared for all this.)

18. DISRESPECTING PARENTS

obviously you shouldn't do it! hahaha not gonna go in-depth into filial piety and all since i'm sure that everyone knows the right thing to do. i wouldn't say that i'm a v filial daughter either since there were several times i disrespected my parents, such as shouting them right into their faces, demanding unreasonable things from them and not putting myself into their shoes to understand how they truly feel on their part. buuuuuuuut deep down inside i'd know i'm in the wrong & i've made a mistake, and i think that is all that truly matters. there would always be a point of time where/when someone would disrespect their parents, but i don't think it's a big issue as long as you have the conscience to know that you shouldn't do this all the time and be mature enough to know that you should probably understand them better. 

for me, i personally feel that in a parent-child relationship, maintaining a close-knit and understanding relationship between one another is really vital. for those who aren't close to their parents, you know what i mean. it sucks when you aren't close to your parents because conflicts tend to occur when both parties don't understand each other. i've this friendly mother-daughter relationship with my mum & i tell her almost everything under the moon, including my guy problems etc and literally, almost everything. you shouldn't think that i'm lucky because i'm on such friendly terms with my mum while you don't, because i worked hard for this to happen too! just spend more time with them alone, buy things for them time to time, tell them about your day/things that have happened, talk about school and workload :)

i'm always so happy to hear of friends who have a close relationship with their parents, especially guys! i rarely hear of any guys who are close to their parents so it's really comforting and heartwarming to know about such friends :')

19. SOMETHING THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER

SLEEP!!! when nothing goes right, i go to.......sleep. well maybe it's my way of coping with stress or escaping reality but i'd always go to sleep if i'm frustrated/moody/sad because that's the only time i wouldn't have to deal with what i'm feeling at that point of time. 

20. THE LAST ARGUMENT I HAD

can't remember the last argument i had because i rarely fight or get into an argument with anyone. i've never had any heated arguments / fights with any friends in my entire life. there were only trivial arguments i've had before with my family members but they are the ones i can get over very soon & be resolved very quickly. :)

21. SOMETHING YOU CAN'T SEEM TO GET OVER

SCHOOL!! hahaha damn fed up with it :(

22. 10 THINGS ABOUT YOU PEOPLE DON'T REALLY EXPECT

um, say what? i don't know how to answer this HAHA people would probably expect the worst part of me already oops

23. SOMETHING YOU ALWAYS THINK "WHAT IF..." ABOUT

what if i didn't choose the jc route?

what if i went to poly instead?

what if some people were still around?

what if i went abroad to study instead?

what if i die today?

what if (someone) leaves?

what if i don't ever move on?

okaaaay that's it HAHA i'm gonna drag this blog post until like next year or something if i decide to answer the remaining questions here..........so yup gonna attempt them next time!!